Written for FAWM (February Album Writing Month) 2023 in memory of my FAWM friend Eric Agner, who passed away on the morning of January 30. I had been online friends with him for almost a decade, and he was always such a creative, kind, interesting and interested person. I am so glad to have known him, and my heart goes out to his family and friends--the world lost a wonderful person far too soon.
lyrics
It seems like you've been thinking about mortality, she said
What else is new? But I guess it's true
I'm full of grief
It feels like so many friends are leaving
Or already gone, and we move on
Through icy streets
I wanted to sing you "Skyway" but I didn't have the time
So I just wrote you a note to say what I had to say
And I thought that maybe I could record the song tomorrow
But in the morning I saw it was too late
I saw that profile picture change and I couldn't catch my breath
And it keeps suggesting I should invite you to my shows
I keep on feeling like I don't have the right to grieve your death
But sorrow sneaks up on me, and that's just how it goes
I wanted to sing you "Skyway" but I didn't have the time
So I just wrote you a note to say what I had to say
And I thought that maybe I could record the song tomorrow
But in the morning I saw it was too late
I picked up my guitar the night before you died
Capo 3, in the key of F
But I thought that maybe I should try it on piano
And I just dicked around till there was no time left
Wish I could have sung you anything, anything at all
Wish I'd finished our collab but I dropped the ball
I miss you and your kindness and the songs you used to write
I hope you're sleeping well, my friend, goodnight
Like winter branches lined with snow and ice, Sam Ray (Ricky Eat Acid, Teen Suicide)'s latest is delicate, spare, melancholy, and beautiful. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 3, 2018