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the engine of more

by miscellaneous owl

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1.
Luxury Bones 02:57
When we were in second grade They asked us what we wanted to be I never thought that I would say An insurance actuary But there's no market for A hundred thousand ballerinas A hundred thousand quarterbacks Filling endless sports arenas So wind up working for the man Find a job with a dental plan If you're lucky, you get to keep those luxury bones Taking classes at the night school Looking up what it takes to be A medical coding specialist Or an actuary And wind up working for the man Find a job with a dental plan If you're lucky, you get to keep those luxury bones Every day, every day you get to solve somebody else's problems Every day, every day Every day, every day endless figures fill the columns Every day, every day When you calculate the odds Of your chances of getting to go to space They frankly don't seem very good But what does that matter, anyway? You have a job that pays you well now And there's no room for dreamers You know what your life will look like You were always good with numbers So wind up working for the man Find a job with a dental plan If you're lucky, you get to keep those luxury bones Vision and retirement Cash for death or dismemberment If you're lucky, you get to keep those luxury bones If you're lucky, you get to keep your luxury bones
2.
Isn't this always how it goes When you know You're gonna be alone? Even the dog's afraid you'll bite With your knuckles white Does it keep you up at night? Emily, I'm scared I don't want to feel this way forever Help me When you're not there I don't matter Help me Emily, Emily, I'm scared Help me not care Gripping a match About to strike it And then I stop Oh, I'm all clouds and stormy weather A burst of bloody feathers Scattered in the parking lot Emily, I'm scared I don't want to feel this way forever Help me When you're not there I don't matter Help me Emily, Emily, I'm scared Help me not care Emily, I'm scared I don't want to feel this way forever Help me When you're not there I don't matter Help me Emily, Emily, I'm scared Help me not care
3.
Bluebells 03:12
You took me to the International Speedway So we could watch the cars go by You and I But the thing about that Is they go by much too fast Just a second to see them pass And then they're racing round back to the beginning Bluebells grow Pushing up through the snow Like some kind of symbol or whatever When you said that I just wasn't your type I thought I would die but nothing lasts forever At the second-hand market we bought some books And you gave me that look And that was all it took Yeah I'm falling again Even though we're just friends Just like you knew I would Arthur Lee Falls in love too easily But he says it could be with anyone But my feelings aren't fungible I'm just wishing for one little sign That you've changed your mind Give me something tangible Say you love me Underneath the bleachers at the baseball game You whispered my name And you said you felt the same And my body was filled With popcorn and butterflies I had tears in my eyes I dropped my hot dog in the dirt After all that heartbreak Everything's been moving towards this The world's been waiting for our kiss Will it be worth all that hurt?
4.
Forevertron 03:01
Queen Victoria and Prince Albert may observe the launching of Dr. Evermor it includes a giant telescope where skeptics may supervise the ascent Feathers of rust Flowers of aluminum Testify to Wisconsin's glory Magnetic attraction Riveting action Testify to Wisconsin's glory Testify to Wisconsin's glory Testify to Dr. Evermor's glory Let's ride into the heavens on a magnetic lightning force beam The Bird Band and Orchestra will play us all "Beautiful Dreamer" Feathers of rust Flowers of aluminum Testify to Wisconsin's glory Magnetic attraction Riveting action Testify to Wisconsin's glory Testify to Wisconsin's glory Testify to Dr. Evermor's glory The Celestial Listening Ears await your transmission The Gravitron prepares your body for ascension Feathers of rust Flowers of aluminum Testify to Wisconsin's glory Magnetic attraction Riveting action Testify to Wisconsin's glory Testify to Wisconsin's glory Feathers of rust and flowers of aluminum Testify to Wisconsin's glory Prince Albert and Queen Victoria May observe the launch Testify to Dr. Evermor's glory Testify to Dr. Evermor's glory All hail the Forevertron All hail the Forevertron
5.
I've been waiting I've been waiting I've been waiting such a long time In the mountains, I thought I saw your face And I followed you to the seashore at moonrise Turn your back to me Wanderer above the sea of fog Turn your back to me Wanderer above the sea of fog In the Arctic, I sailed a sea of ice The ship splintered in your indifference I've been waiting I've been waiting I've been waiting such a long time
6.
I'm in the hall for the baggage claim Scanning the bags for the one with the tag with my name What they said was a slight delay Turned into eternity trapped in my seat on the plane But I've got to make it home by Sunday And if I don't, please tell my daughter I'm sorry I'm sorry "Promise me that you'll be home for my birthday You missed last year when your company sent you away" "God strike me down if I tell a lie I promise you that I'll be home with plenty of time" Took off at night Turbulent flight Watching the lightning strike We plunged through the clouds The noise was so loud But we came out alright I just don't remember the landing The man beside me picks up his suitcase And the woman in yellow finds her cello at last Finally my bag slides down the carousel It's heavier than I remember it back when I packed The customs form asks me to list the times that I've hurt someone They've changed it a bit, I guess, since the last time I flew They weigh my bag on the scales against the feather And the man with the head of a jackal waves me on through But I tell them I can't go on through the door that they're showing me I tell them I can't go on I tell them I can't go on Because I've got to make it home by Sunday And if I don't, please tell my daughter I'm sorry I'm sorry
7.
The wells dried up slowly At first it was only on Sundays That they asked us to ration the water And then they assigned us an hour To open the taps I run down the empty riverbed Scatter the bones of fish long dead Where mud is a memory, mud is a memory Dry stems fill empty fields This was the last one Won't get fooled by the next one Won't get fooled by the next one They closed down the highways But the tanks went on rolling Past the empty gas stations Great clouds Billow through hot white skies The dust begins to rise The wind whips grit into my eyes But I can't waste water on crying Planes once traced their paths through air And now there's nothing there Flight is a memory, flight is a memory We'll never get away from here They said there'd always be a little more time Reserves to tap with a high-tech pipeline Now mud is a memory Freedom's a memory Hunger has drained out the blood of a century
8.
The lilies come Like an invasion At first a few And then a thousand Their thick perfume Licks the doorways Gold pollen dust Stains you always I gave you nothing from my life I gave you everything Opened my heart with a surgeon's bloody saw To give you poetry, to give you anything at all The dog doesn't know That she's dead He keeps on waiting By the bed The vultures circle The vultures peck They suck the sorrow From my bleeding neck I gave you nothing from my life I gave you everything Opened my heart with a surgeon's bloody saw To give you poetry, to give you anything at all I've been eating all the oranges The kind she loved when she was alive I've been following her ghost Up and down the Massachusetts turnpike I unspooled our story Turn by excruciating turn Pulled the poem out without breaking it Like a Guinea worm Something beautiful, something meaningful I want to leave something good behind I'd give it all up for one day with her I just want to go back to when we had time
9.
Hari-Kuyo 03:29
Hard freeze Slow thaw The ice ripped the tiles off the wall Knife slice Raw wound Silence splashes ink across the moon And I give thanks to all the needles and pins All the little broken things that taught me how to grieve an ending They held my seams together for so long Moth wings Cold star I learned how to play the guitar That's all Just this Living in the distance between what should be and what is And I give thanks to all the needles and pins All the little broken things that taught me how to grieve an ending They held my seams together for so long The needle snaps against the throat Before it breaks, it makes a hole And bit by bit, I stitch my days together Sharp ends of the wild light That flares up in my eyes at night And pulls the thread from barely there to better And bit by bit, I stitch myself together Yeah, bit by bit, I stitch myself together
10.
Night Song 03:08
(You're only lonely till you fall asleep) I swam up to the moon through a sea of stars And I opened the window so I could hear the cars The bridge cut the light into flashes and flares And my parents' voices hummed through the dark I remember thinking we could be anywhere At my right hand, Ursa, the bear My feet cold in the San Francisco Bay And Orion's belt bright in my hair The moon leaned forward as if to say Come to me, sing to me The moon leaned forward as if to say Come to me, sing to me And the glow dissolved into edges and shapes The stars gave way to landscapes And as my eyes adjusted, the pale moon became The face of my mother as she tucked me in

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Written for February Album Writing Month (FAWM) 2022

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released March 4, 2022

all instruments, production, vocals: Huan-Hua Chye

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